Yesterday a plane crashed and killed 50 people...I'm fixing to get on a plane sunday and fly back across the country...This immediately made me think. I don't fear flying, and I don't really get nervous because of that accident, but I wanted to make something public should anything ever happen.
I don't want anyone to ever feel guilty if I died.
... Depressing, eh?
What I mean is, sometimes people have died in car accidents and people left behind feel guilty because the person killed was on the way to their house, running an errand for them, or etc. I do everything I do on my own free will, I don't want anyone EVER to feel guilty for any reason. If my plane crashed, I wouldn't want my mom to feel guilty because she let me go on this trip, I wouldn't want Alex or any of his family to feel guilty because if I didn't come to stay with them, then I'd still be alive.
Basically, in my world - what happens, happens. So should I die anytime soon, I hope people aren't sad (YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN), but I hope people enjoy the time they had with me...And same goes for anyone else. Death is a horrible part of life, but we have to deal with it the best we can.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Sunday, February 8, 2009
SLEEP TALKING
Back in early january when me and Cade were staying at Zach's house, one morning Zach had to get up early to go somewhere. His alarm went off at something like 6:30 and it didn't wake me or Cade up, but Zach got up. Even tho I was deeply asleep I suppose my brain was mad about hearing his alarm so I said very forcefully "THREE THOUSAND PEOPLE ARE GOING TO BURN DOWN YOUR HOUSE!!"
Two nights ago, Alex, myself, and Angel were deep asleep yet I began talking again. This time I said "I can't believe there aren't ads on it yet!" That was refering to one of the project 365 videos we did that google was slow to put ads on. Then I talked about "I can't believe she got away with monetizing that!" Alex woke up from this and thought I was talking on the phone or something...and then I said two simple words... "CRACK DORA!" Obviously refering to this page.
Do you ever talk in your sleep? Let me know some of the weird things you say, or you've heard people say in their sleep!
Two nights ago, Alex, myself, and Angel were deep asleep yet I began talking again. This time I said "I can't believe there aren't ads on it yet!" That was refering to one of the project 365 videos we did that google was slow to put ads on. Then I talked about "I can't believe she got away with monetizing that!" Alex woke up from this and thought I was talking on the phone or something...and then I said two simple words... "CRACK DORA!" Obviously refering to this page.
Do you ever talk in your sleep? Let me know some of the weird things you say, or you've heard people say in their sleep!
Friday, February 6, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
GOALS
Hello blog readers...how YOU doin?
I've been in California for 5 days now. This has been 5 days I haven't had to go to a crappy job, worry about anything, and just plain LIVE for these 5 days. This has given me time to think and to realize the awful path my life was heading down. At home a usual day ends up like this...Wake up - go to work - get on the computer - sleep - wake up - go to work - computer - sleep - wake up - work - computer - sleep.
The same awful process continues day after day. There's been no room to have a life, no time to enjoy the company of my friends. I've pretty much ruined most relationships with my real life friends and replaced them with a internet social life as a result of my awful work schedule and the demands.
I complain about my job a LOT on twitter...so there's an easy solution..right? Get another job. It's not that easy, but now I have a tripled motivation to do so. I am going to find another job within 31 days of my return.
That won't matter so much tho, here's the kicker. I am going to move - FOR SURE - this time not moving back, I am going to free myself of any and ALL stress because I didn't used to get stressed and life was so much better then. So the plan is to evade all stresses 100%.
With getting out of the depressing winter weather, getting a better job, and being able to enjoy life...I'm going to become a much happier person. I love being happy, and I love my time here in California. I enjoy EVERY DAY and I don't wake up here dreading anything or going to work.
Things are gonna change for me. I just have to work to achieve them and you can bet your butt I'm going to do that now.
I've been in California for 5 days now. This has been 5 days I haven't had to go to a crappy job, worry about anything, and just plain LIVE for these 5 days. This has given me time to think and to realize the awful path my life was heading down. At home a usual day ends up like this...Wake up - go to work - get on the computer - sleep - wake up - go to work - computer - sleep - wake up - work - computer - sleep.
The same awful process continues day after day. There's been no room to have a life, no time to enjoy the company of my friends. I've pretty much ruined most relationships with my real life friends and replaced them with a internet social life as a result of my awful work schedule and the demands.
I complain about my job a LOT on twitter...so there's an easy solution..right? Get another job. It's not that easy, but now I have a tripled motivation to do so. I am going to find another job within 31 days of my return.
That won't matter so much tho, here's the kicker. I am going to move - FOR SURE - this time not moving back, I am going to free myself of any and ALL stress because I didn't used to get stressed and life was so much better then. So the plan is to evade all stresses 100%.
With getting out of the depressing winter weather, getting a better job, and being able to enjoy life...I'm going to become a much happier person. I love being happy, and I love my time here in California. I enjoy EVERY DAY and I don't wake up here dreading anything or going to work.
Things are gonna change for me. I just have to work to achieve them and you can bet your butt I'm going to do that now.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
SUMMER
icanttakethecoldmuchlonger!
I absolutely 100% despise winter. I hate the cold, I hate the short days, I hate the dead look of trees and plants. I am 100% behind promoting global warming! One long year of summer is fine with me. Melt the north pole, screw the arctic. I want year round summer!
I love being able to hang out on the porch and play with my B/A cats...
And of course the beautiful Orlando sunrises!
Winter is too depressing.
I absolutely 100% despise winter. I hate the cold, I hate the short days, I hate the dead look of trees and plants. I am 100% behind promoting global warming! One long year of summer is fine with me. Melt the north pole, screw the arctic. I want year round summer!
I love being able to hang out on the porch and play with my B/A cats...
And of course the beautiful Orlando sunrises!
Winter is too depressing.
Monday, January 19, 2009
10 days to california....
At my job, with all the nice people comes a large number of really really angry people. These people live off zero patience, seem to enjoy getting upset, and must have THE WORST LIVES EVER! It seems their main goal is to make you angry like them and they won't stop until they've pissed you off. They get mad over the smallest things and even if it's not something you can control, they still get off on yelling at you.
While these people can initially piss me off, tho I won't show it...Immediately after they leave I'll bust out laughing because I just imagine how they must go home and kick a dog and then yell at their dog. They must have the worst lives going around mad at the world. I bet when they get a red light they think the world is gonna end. If they get bills in the mail, they prob punch their mailbox - then it breaks - then they get more mad!
Each time I deal with one of these people I realize more and more how much I have to be thankful for. I'm one of the most patient people in the world. I don't mind waiting in lines, I don't care if I get a red light, I take advantage of the situation (reply to a text, change cds, write something down)... I'm not gonna get mad at someone over something they can't control, that's just stupid!
So are you a happy person or angry person?
Oh and I hit 3,000 subs last night! Thanks so much to everyone subscribed and making youtube so much fun!!
While these people can initially piss me off, tho I won't show it...Immediately after they leave I'll bust out laughing because I just imagine how they must go home and kick a dog and then yell at their dog. They must have the worst lives going around mad at the world. I bet when they get a red light they think the world is gonna end. If they get bills in the mail, they prob punch their mailbox - then it breaks - then they get more mad!
Each time I deal with one of these people I realize more and more how much I have to be thankful for. I'm one of the most patient people in the world. I don't mind waiting in lines, I don't care if I get a red light, I take advantage of the situation (reply to a text, change cds, write something down)... I'm not gonna get mad at someone over something they can't control, that's just stupid!
So are you a happy person or angry person?
Oh and I hit 3,000 subs last night! Thanks so much to everyone subscribed and making youtube so much fun!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Dating Season
You might not know, but "Dating Season" ended November 26th. I've not had many girlfriends, nor do I really like to date, being young I find it pointless and I'm annoyed by most of it.
However, being a guy I have devised dating season for the sole purpose of saving my fellow man. Dating season ends the day before thanksgiving and resumes February 15th. Anyone who asks a girl out between those dates is dooming themself. And any smart guy will only date girls whose birthday is during the off season.
What's the point of all this you ask? Simple. It saves us guys A LOT of money. In the off season you have thanksgiving, Christmas (and/or Hanukkah, Kwanzaa), new years, valentines day, and possibly her birthday. Who wants to buy gifts for ALL of those holidays?
So I'm calling out to my fellow man, either follow dating season or be doomed.
However, being a guy I have devised dating season for the sole purpose of saving my fellow man. Dating season ends the day before thanksgiving and resumes February 15th. Anyone who asks a girl out between those dates is dooming themself. And any smart guy will only date girls whose birthday is during the off season.
What's the point of all this you ask? Simple. It saves us guys A LOT of money. In the off season you have thanksgiving, Christmas (and/or Hanukkah, Kwanzaa), new years, valentines day, and possibly her birthday. Who wants to buy gifts for ALL of those holidays?
So I'm calling out to my fellow man, either follow dating season or be doomed.
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